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Saturday, January 10th, 2004
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wow i havent wrote in here for a long ass time....me and sean finally broke up. i glad too. cuz hes trying out to be a big ass jerk to me. so w.e i dont care. he likes some gurl name nikki and she so fucking ugly lol and sean thinks she better looking then me but i no its not true. but hey i no i was the only hot gurl that sean could get with. lmao. hmmmm yeah im going out with this guy named brad hes so hot and nice. i really like him. for xmas i brought him a bowl its so nice. and he got me a zong but my mom found it in joseph room and broke it and she found his weed to and she flushed it down the toliet. i fucking hate her. i cant believe she broke it. i only had it for like 3 days. its was so nice to.. stupid bitch.i dunno im going to go to take a shower peace out.
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Monday, August 11th, 2003
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| Time: | 10:32 pm. |
| Mood: | tripping. |
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hey..hmm what to say..school is starting soon.that fucking sux...but oh well..i dont no what to say..chris k came over today...i dunno i got nothing to say.
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Saturday, August 9th, 2003
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hmm..what to say...one min u think everything is purfect then the next is not...i back in the same spot i was yesterday..me and sean talking bout everything last nite and he said he would change and that he was sorry and he loved me..but then today we were going to go to the city and see some car races with brandon sava mike b chris groh me sean but then sava couldnt take brandons car so we couldnt all fit in one car so we were going to go then mike like oh me sava and chris r going sean do u want to go and he likes i dunno and they said i couldnt go so he likes i guess ill go and then they were going to go...then me sean and james were walking home and mike chris sava can and told sean that his mom was pissed and he had to go home and he like ok then he left..and i no its a lie..i just dont understand y ppl got to lie..sean says he loves me with all of his heart but then he goes around and hurts me again..i just dont get guyz at all..i dunno what to say or do..
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| Time: | 3:02 am. |
| Mood: |  sad. |
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hey....today i when to wi to the state fair.my aunt, my 2 uncle, my grandpa, my dad, my bros, and my cousins when with us.it was pretty fun.anywho.sava wrote in his basement that im a dirty whore and that pissed me off so badly and it made me cry.sean never stick up 4 me either.sometimes i wonder if he even really loves me or if he just said it.i dunno..i love him so much but lately he makes me feel like shit.i mean come on if one of my friend said something mean bout sean i would stick up for him.but he cant even stick up for me.and he doesnt understand how much it hurts to be called a dirty whore.and ive only had sex with sean and no one else so i dont get who im a dirty whore.but if thats waht sava think then fine i guess i should just let him think that.cuz sean doesnt care if i am a dirty whore or if i get called one.and there is more ppl that r out there that think i am a dirty whore like my bros..i dont understand y ppl r always say shit bout me.well i dont no what else to say.....
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| Time: | 12:09 pm. |
| Mood: |  hot. |
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hmm...yeah when school start im going to quit smoking..cuz its getting to be a waaste of money and all. plus i dont want to fuck up my life with that shit. and i guess sean is going to try to stop to...sometimes when sean writes stuff bout me like he doesnt feel loved when we are with other ppl. it makes me sad..but i do love him its just i dont like to be all up on him in front of my friends i think it is rude. i dunno tho.
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| Time: | 2:01 pm. |
| Mood: |  bored. |
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wow.i havent wrote in here for a while. hmmm.... well yeah yeasterday ashley imed me and we talk and now we r friends again. its coo as hell. then mike was driving me to my dads house to get some stuff and he start to talk to me and he like no more bull shit lets just stop talking our shit and be friends cuz i dont want to be at sean and then have to left just cuz u r coming its stupid and i was like yeah lets just forget it all..so now we r coo too. danielle slept over last nite. it was alrite i guess. i was so tired so i went to bed early. anywho.school going to start again. i hate school. it sux that be got to go back. i hardly did anything this summer. oh well. its all good i guess. well im going to go buh byerz. i love sean with all my heart.
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| Time: | 2:04 pm. |
| Mood: | hot. |
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hmmm....yesterday i went to the barlett fireworks with danielle sean joseph dez amanda. we smoke when we got there. i was pretty high. we saw joseph friend sarah barley (sp?) and i dont like her at all and we smoked her up but its all good...i dye my hair yesterday too. my tips are purple and i got blue and pinkish red highlights and two lime green highlights in the front it looks so coo. danielle did it 4 me. yeah sean is on his way over we might go swimming today cuz its really hot out. dunno yet tho. i think danielle is going to come over today but im not sure..well i dont no what to say so bye
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| Time: | 12:18 pm. |
| Mood: |  sick. |
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hmmm.im so bored... i think im getting sick cuz lately i feel like shit. oh well. im just sitting here being bored talking to sean and shalise. i guess someone told emily bro that i dont like her and she like w.e i no she does cuz i hang out with her like everyday. i dunno who it was stupid ass ppl. i dont really care. yup im pretty bored. hm..............got nothing to say so buh byerz
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Saturday, June 21st, 2003
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| Time: | 1:39 pm. |
| Mood: |  high. |
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well yesterday danielle an sean came over and we got a a 40 from neal and frank. it weight 5 grams so it was pretty good. we got high then then we went to white hen to get food and came back then danielle had to leave. and lil 30 mins later joseph got home and he got a dime and then we smoked. sean slept over last nite too.it was pretty fun i guess.
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i went swimming today with james emily and joseph we got high be4 we went it was alrite the water was kind cold. im going to buy some weed tonite yup. smoke all nite. thats all ive been doing lately is smoking but who cares its all good. hmmm. sean was with chris grohn(sp?) today. im missed him...well im going to go cuz no one is on and its pretty boring....
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Thursday, June 19th, 2003
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| Time: | 10:21 am. |
| Mood: | sick. |
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ugh..james just woke me up...cuz my mom told us to be ready at 11 to go out to eat with my aunt and she not even home..i need to take a shower too and get ready but no james is in the shower jerk. i want emily to braid my hair. it would look so cool if she did. damn im tired...i think danielle got me sick cuza i keep on sneezing and my nose is all runny. then sean think i got him sick well thats not my fault he the one that kiss me i told him i was sick. oh well. im going to go to watch tv cuz no one is on.
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Wednesday, June 18th, 2003
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| Time: | 11:43 am. |
| Mood: | hot. |
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hmm....what to say..i didnt go to bed until like 2 in the morning and woke up at 11..james asked me if i have had sex with sean and i told him that i have. he said he dont care. its all good.anywho. every tells me that they noticed that me and sean never fight and i was like yeah i no. i dont no y we dont...like i get mad at sean and all but he never yells at me all he said is he is sorry..i dunno w.e.yesterday sava told me that emily is cheating on james so i told him and he called her and asked her and she said it wasnt true and start to cry...i like her and all but she is kinda a hoe. she coo as hell. but i kinda think she would do that to james. but its not my buiness. she going to come over tonite. i love sean with all of my heart..
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| Time: | 2:09 am. |
| Mood: |  mellow. |
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hey...im pretty bored..omg guess what? i guess jeana and he family are going to bring sean to judge judy... for sean getting paint on her clothes along time ago. i think its so gay. they arent going to win shit.. but its all good cuz he gets a free plane there and back free hotel free cab and 100 dollars to spend.yeah. his mom wants me to go. she like u can kik her ass there in the court room. lol.anywho. i when to southern ill with danielle and her family..it was pretty fun. we smoked in the hotel room. she is going to come over tomorrow and sean too so is andrew we are going to go swimming..its going to be fun i hope. we are going to get high be4 we go. hmmm...what to say...oh i guess ashley is calling me a poser. what a fucking bitch. i dont care bout her she just a lil wanna be les. well thats it 4 now.
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| Time: | 11:13 am. |
| Mood: |  tired. |
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wow i havent wrote in here 4 a long time.. i guess ive been to busy to.yeah well a couple of weeks ago i beat the shit of of jeana at school i hate her so much if i ever see her out side of school im going to kik her ass. she such a wanna be whore. anywho i dont want to waste my time on a bitch like her. school is out. hell yeah. im going to smoke so much this summer..anywho yesterday i went to the movies and saw 2 fast 2 furious with sean danielle joe and dez we smoked be4 we saw the movie. it was an ok movie but it was confusing.oh well...next week im going out of town with danielle and her family we r going to smoke so much down there. damn it sux danielle not going to my school net year. :< on tuesday the last day of school me and danielle walked to chris house and smoked with him damn that day i smoked so much i was so fucked up..hmmm what guess to say.... sean slept over yesterday he just left my house.. well thats all i got to say 4 now. i love sean
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| Time: | 5:05 pm. |
| Mood: | high. |
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hey yesterday danielle and chris and sean came over and we smoked and when out to eat and to my cousins house. and i bleached my hair then dye it green but only the tips so yeah.... sean slept over last nite and we got high with james and chill...then when to bed at like 3.. then shalise and nichole paged me at like 9 and i went outside with them then nichole came over and we got high and now im just chill at seans and joseph is with me and he is being annoying..well im going to go... i love sean..
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Saturday, April 26th, 2003
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| Time: | 1:09 am. |
| Mood: | high. |
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hey havent wrote in here for awhile.. so yeah... man i want to sleep over at sean but he was having neal sleeping over so i couldnt.. and then danielle was suppose to come to my house but couldnt... and then kristen was going to sleep at my dads with me but her mom said she couldnt... yeah but anywho... i pretty bored rite nowand tired... my moms bf finally moved upstair in the same room as her. so now i can have people over and chill in the basement and we r going to be getting a new tv. its all good. well i guess brandon is going to break up with his gf roxanna tomorrow and go out with shalise or so he said he was going to. but he been saying that 4 the last past week so i dunno. oh yeah. im going to the kmk concert again on the 9th its going to be me sean chris m danielle brandon and neal. its going to be so awsome and anybody killa going to be there too. we r going to bring mad weed. i might go to the twiztid concert to. man the other day Wed i took 15 triple c at school i was fucked up i never took that much. and my cousin tim told me that his friend used to do triple c alot and he now he all fucked up like he had to go to the hospital and shit. so i think im going to chill out on that. well i g2g buh byerz
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Saturday, April 5th, 2003
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| Time: | 12:57 pm. |
| Mood: | err?. |
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( quizes )
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| Time: | 12:00 pm. |
| Mood: | sleepy. |
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hey..damn i havent wrote in here for along tyme.. lets see. yesterday i slept over at sarah with noodle. it was fun.. today i suppose to smoke with chris.. i still need to call him.. err i will later. tonite im going to sean.. fun stuff. chris groh going to be there or he might that kid is coo i like him. lol one day at school some1 pull the fire alarm and i was standing with eric chris tim danny danielle and eric said something bout my boobs and chris snapped on him it was pretty funny. anywho.im going to go now buh byerz
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Saturday, March 8th, 2003
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| Time: | 10:05 pm. |
| Mood: | high. | | Music: | kmk. |
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hey..yeah today i woke up around 1244 and like 10 mins later chris was at my house. i was like wtf and he gave my the money for the concert (g.c) and then my mom woke up around 130 nd she like oh r u going to clean today or just sit around with this attidute and i got pissed bout it and she start yelling at me so i was kinda in a bad mood. i talk to kate n the phone and figured out the concert thing. then i talked to sean on the phone while i clean. and he told me that g.c was sold out and i was like oh that sux. but kate want to make sure so she went to go get them at like 5 and then she call and she told me they were sold out. ahhh it makes me mad cuz i want to go. anyhow. im at sean rite now.i rented xxx for us and we were wacthing it until brandon and chris got here and then they come by us and asked us if we want to smoke and so we did. yeah...im bored.
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| Time: | 1:04 am. |
| Mood: |  loved. |
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i love sean so much. i never had so much feeling 4 someone like i do with him. he so sweet to me. and when i get mad at him sometyme it makes me feel so bad cuz he can be so sweet but then he pissed me off and he feels bad 4 did it so it makes me feel like shit 4 being mad at him..but sometyme i cant help it. well yeah i love him so much and i alway will.
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